I can say this now because I'm not mad about it anymore..... about a week and a half ago I went to work feeling okay but then I got a bloody nose and I thought it was just the weather but minutes later my joints got stiff and my everything started hurting........oh yeah I have lupus........yeah another bloody nose.....So I call out over the radio I have a bloody nose guys Ill be out in a few.... My supervisor finally shows up and I say a few times gosh I'm not feeling well I think I should go home, however hes a little too pre occupied with going on an outing maybe he didn't hear me..... yay another bloody nose......
Over the radio he says hes called in another worker but thier leaving on an outing and I go up to him and say I DON'T FEEL WELL I NEED TO GO HOME.... to which he replied are you mad with me Latoya? the rest of the conversation goes like this :
Me: No I'm not mad I don't feel well
Him: are you upset about not going on the outing if you disagree with my call just say so
Me: No I don't feel well
Him: Latoya you don't look sick
Me: Okay
Him: well its suspicious you don't feel well all of a sudden
Me: I don't really care I don't feel well
Him: Latoya can I be honest with you, you don't look sick and I don't believe you don't feel well, you know I'm an honest worker and I feel your not being..........
Me: Dammit (name) I have Lupus and sometimes I don't look sick but I don't fell well and your really aggravating me right now
Him: Oh Latoya I didn't know would you like to go home?.....
Eff me...... Oh and be proud because what i wanted to say was...... Look you fat bastard I don't (bad word starting with F ending in ing) feel well and I'm leaving............. then I could have apologized later and blamed it on the lupus
I just feel like it shouldn't have gotten that far If I say I don't feel well and I have the sick hours to burn let me be I shouldn't have to run down my diagnosis to you...... blah
here are a few things I blame on lupus this parts just for fun kids....
Oh did I just cus at you I'm sorry I have lupus
I cant hear that b.s falling out of your mouth because I have lupus
I cant remember your name even though we have been friends 10 years plus and its because I have lupus
No that's not touretts it Lupus
that whole sentence did not make sense I'm not dumb its just lupus
No I'm not high its my meds cus I have lupus you know
please don't touch me I have lupus
No I'm not laughing at you its the lupus
I'm really not fat its just the meds from the lupus
OMG my chest hurts its not a heart attack its the lupus
No I did not faint I'm just taking a really long lupus nap.......yes i like naps in the hallway
okay so that might not be as funny to you as it is to me and lupus makes me cry so I should be able to laugh at it if I want to!!
